Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Need Motivation!

I stayed home from church tonight to study. I am so needing to focus but can't! The girls are bickering off and on and I just can't seem to pay attention long enough to get anything done. I had a really bad day. It is Wednesday for one and as much as I try to not let it get to me, I go back to Wednesday 5 weeks ago and relive it. But there were other frustrating things today. It would not have been a big deal but right now, every day things are hard and then add an annoyance and it is too much! I got my necklace in the mail. I can't get a good picture of it, so here is the link if you want to see it I am going to try and get the back engraved but am not sure if I can b/c it is small. I can't explain why i wanted it but I did. I think my husband thinks I am crazy sometimes, but he is nice enough not to say so! Well, I am going to attempt to finish my studying now. Have a good evening!

1 comment:

~*Lisa*~ said...

I have had days like that when I just could not get motivated whatsoever. I think about you often during the day and say a prayer as you pass my mind. I hate that you are going through all of this and I hope that soon it gets easier to stomach. I don't know why people say time heals all wounds. I think that we just learn to deal with the pain. Because every time we think about it, all that grief comes rushing back. I am praying for you Chrissy. I loved the necklace and I love that your husband is so supportive!