Welcome to my pity party

Today I get to whine. I am really stressed. Hubby and I are trying to make a few big decisions (why does that word have to be so hard to spell?)I am stressed and did not sleep well and have been on the verge of tears all day. We are pretty sure which direction God is leading us but one of these decisions requires a leap of faith. I just want to know there is something to leap on before I go. I know that takes away the faith part but it is scary and I don't like it! The other decision is one that we should have made a while back. I feel like an idiot that I wanted to hold on to it. I wasn't ready to let it go even though looking back there were signs that I ignored. Ah but hindsight is 20/20. And, I had Mcdonalds for lunch and am nauseous! So today is official "I feel sorry for myself day!" What do you want to whine about today?